I care too much & you couldn't care less.

When it comes to me, we can go for days without talking, & even if we did it always has to be ME who starts a conversation.. Can’t you see how much I care for you, how hard I try to make conversation with you? I never asked for too much. Never. I just need you to show me a little attention. I want to feel like the rest of them. You always have to point out my flaws & my imperfections. Everything I do or say just doesn’t seem enough. It kills me to see the look in your eyes when you look at me.. It makes me see how much of a disappointment I am.

Wakeup call!

Suddenly it hits me *BAAAAAAAM* – ok not exactly – It’s more like a slap on my face. I didn’t see it coming; oh I DEFINITELY didn’t see it coming. Who are you again? Miss I-know-every-freakin’-thing? Tsk tsk tsk, honey you don’t have a damn clue :). Funny how you’re the one who actually know the LEAST but still have the MOST to say. Before you judge me, just take a GOOD look at YOURSELF. What’s even HILARIOUS-ER *If that’s even a word* You didn’t have the GUTS to say it straight to my face. I’m just wondering what being shady and shit ever gotten you? NOTHING. You have no one to turn to. Even your so-called friends talk behind your back. I’m not even surprised, you do the same thing. You talk shit about them too. & you call yourself a good friend? Think again. You’re a bunch of hypocrites, back-stabbers- shallow-lifeless-people. You need someone to seriously pull you from your hair and slap you. Because you really, I mean really need a wakeup call. You could really use a slap. Eventually whatever was cloudy in your eyes becomes clear. I don’t think there’s anything left to say. Ahh, I had to let it out. I’m just sorry for you, because you’re sad, really sad.

Life is a .. puzzle!

Sometimes you feel like life is closing up on you.. Walls collapsing on you.. You can feel the heavy weight on your shoulders & you just sit there, unable to move.. That's how you feel when you're in middle of a problem, a huge, complicated problem. All you need is to explain yourself, point out your point of view, tell your side of the story. But no one listens to you. Everyone turns their back on you. When all you need is guidance.. & all you want to hear is an advice! but how can you go through the pain, confusion, and pressure by yourself? Everyone needs someone to reassure them, to tell them that no matter how hard and long a journey is, it starts with one single step!

- H.

Summer Vacay,

As much as I looked forward for my summer vacation, I really hate it,it's too boring.
I desperately want to travel, but my parents don't want to *sigh*. I've been going out almost everyday, watching tv shows ALL day long *if I didn't go out*, sleeping until 2 PM. I don't know what's gotten into me >.< something's/someone missing.. & I know what is it :/ my friends!! I miss hanging out with them big time. & I've been re-watching all the hilarious movies I watched recently, like; the hangover, the proposal, four christmases, 17 again, Date night... etc. I honestly don't know how to end this post soo.. todololoo!

This life is what you make it..

I'll Wait.

Sometimes I feel I want .. hmmm, something new to happen.. I feel this way from a long time. I want to graduate, drive, move into a new house, or even move into my own house! travel to places I never been to, travel on my own or with my friends, and work. I really want to experience new things. I want to do things on my own.. & I also want to depend on myself, feel like I did something.. something I like, and could be proud of.
I'll keep waiting for a change to come...
-B

Some kind of miracle..

Mood : Excited
Listening to : Show me what I'm looking for - Carolina liar.
I went to A's place today. We had a lot of catching up to do haha :p
We watched tv, gossiped a lil :$, & watched an old episode of gossip girl.
I Really had so much fun with you A! I Always do :$ Mwahh xx
soo, A & I are going to a friend's house tomorrow. I felt bad because she always invites me.
Enshallah we are going to have fun :D

I Felt like talking about Prison break since its my favorite tv show! I really really love it..
I still can't believe how season 4 ended! it was really shocking!! I actually cried.. yes I did haha.
Its so weird because I'm not a cry baby lol. I Started to watch it all over again too!!!! According to my sister I'm obsessed with Prison break. Which is true :p

My favorite Prison Break Quotes.

Abruzzi: These trousers are a little bit too short. Don't you think?
Lincoln: Chop your feet off. You're good at that.

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T-Bag: Not that hot? When this guy woke up this morning (pointing to an African American prisoner) he was white.

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T-Bag: "So, I'm going to spell out the present options: Either we split this money, and you can get your legs tattooed or whatever the hell it is you want."

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Michael: Tell me that’s not what I know it is.
T-Bag: Don't worry. Before I ate it I committed it to my photographic memory. I would have tattooed it to my body but I didn’t have the time.

T-bag is hilarious!!

And I Want to Share with you guys Mark St. james Quotes in Ugly betty.
This guy is hilarious too! I really love him! :p he's gay though! HAHAHA.

Marc St. James: [going through his story with Betty in order to fool his mother] We met when I made a bet with my friends that I could turn you from an ugly duckling into a beautiful swan
Betty Suarez: Marc, that's "She's All That."
Marc St. James: No, in that movie, she actually became beautiful. I felt in love with you because of that whole inner beauty crap.

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Marc St. James: [dressed as Betty with a wig, glasses, braces and poncho] Hola! Happy Halloween!
Wilhelmina Slater: Marc! That is the absolute cruelest thing I've ever seen. Someone’s getting a raise.

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Marc: Did you see her facelift? Laaawsuit!

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Wilhelmina [referring to Connor]: He's ambitious, he's shrewd, he's competitive, he's hot, he's me
Marc: He's the Male-amina

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Amanda: Did she just give us the "busy, busy, lets talk later" blow off? We invented blow off!
Marc: Yes we did, to remind the little people around here that we are king and queen of this particular prom

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Marc: Would it be wrong if we threw [Betty] a going away party and didn't invite her?

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Amanda: What if [Wilhelmina] has hidden cameras in here
Marc: Trust me, if she had hidden cameras I'd have been fired a long time ago

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Marc: You know paper burns at 451 degrees
Wilhelmina: Good you can become a science teacher after I fire you


Toodlooloo :D
* The title has nothing to do with the post lol *